i love playing peek-a-boo wif ron!!! i love playing the guai lan game wif ron!!! HAHAHHAS =))))) play more play more... SAY HELLO tat's my good doggie


ok enuff of my non-sense...


major fight wif one of my frends ytd nite... tmd!!! freaking pissed and angry... jus a gentle reminder... i dun nid u to judge our relationship.. im old enuff to noe wat is best for me... but on the other hand im glad we are back to normal... (at least i hope) i know i know u are just caring abt us lar... but really tat's no nid to go to such extent.. sometimes i wonder whether wat baby says is true... whether u are trying to break us up.. i dun noe... so jus stop everything now.. b4 we cant even be frends... and i nv wan tat to happen T__T i lost too many b4...


and bcos of tat big big fight... i went around searching how those pple who used to surround me are doing and one of them is having problems... i guess he doesnt rmb tat i once used to be his soulmate.. where he can tel me everything he wants in the world... and how i can tel him everything i wan.. every single time im in trouble he will always one of them caring for me... but now... he claims he cant find any1 beside him... perhaps i shld really stop living in my own world... and take a good look at all those who cares for me... and it's time for me to lend them my support... but how do i go abt doing it?? when it's always them coming over? i dun noe where to start frm... but i will try... try tonite.. hopefully i will be able to help him.. like how he always use to. i really dun noe... mayb he needs peace and once he is ready he will call me up again? like how he always use to...


so fustrating tat ever since im wif mrxu.. i guess i sort of neglected every1 around me... it's like im living in my own little world... it's so much so tat i dun even noe how my frends are doing... and to make things worse.... i even lied to some1... and tat some1 stil dun noe the truth... OMG..MFG!!!! i guess he gave up on me jus cos of the stupid lie i told him... and den he doesnt wan to bother much abt me cos he tinks tat im such a bloody stupid woman wif no brains... but den it's a lie... and i dun noe how to break it out to him... cos i noe for sure he's soooo gonna be sooo mad at me... but at least he cared while im hospitalised.. so mayb... mayb he wont be tat angry wif me when i tel him to truth HAHAH... oh man... i shld really tel him the truth that shld have been unfold 10 months ago...FUCK i now den rmb...TMD.. okies i noe he will definitely forgive me.. jus tat he will be sooo mad at me 1st.


i really shld stop everything... and look ard... and stop taking pple for granted...


so i will stop losing anyone else... too much is lost.. i nid them back.... i noe.. i noe.. they will come back.. jus a matter of how i do it =))

alrights enuff said...


not tat it's cos mrxu den i didnt care for them ok... it's a very long time le... ever since i started poly... im soooo busy... tat i dun hae time.. and i guess they dun dare to ask me out le cos im oways rejecting them... and now wif mrxu... it just gets worse... so overall it's not ur fault k baby =)) jus tat now i hae more time... i will make time for every1 ^ ^

HE SO DA NAN REN today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ANGRY...


BTHHHHHHH...


wo de tian ar... HAHAHs

and he stil every time say he's not when he is!!! LOL


baby u dun believe me... pls ask suqin or any of ur frends..


anyways gambling wif ur family is really so freaking exciting HAHAH cos i 1st time in my life gamble so much LOL!!!


bro's gf is so funny wahhahaha =))


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!! ENJOY!!!! GAMBLE AND WIN LOTS OF $$$$$!!!


i wan to strike my 10million toto..


HUAT AR HUAT AR!!!

1 last report.... 2 more presentation.... and 1 more interview..

4 more exam papers.... DEN I'M OFFICALLY DONE WIF POLY!!!!!!!!!!!



wahahahahahhah i cant wait!!! den it will be my turn to travel =) mami's oways travelling nowadays... NOW IT'S MY TURN...

heh heh ^ ^

anyways i've been tinking alot nowadays.. pple around me kept telling me tat it's such a pity tat i dun go local uni when i have the chance to do it... and blah blah... but really i guess im sooo tired of studying... i nid a break.... I CANT EVEN SIT STILL TO STUDY THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAY!!!! den how am i gg to cope wif uni??? hahah i tink i will study until fail and den omg... the next thing i noe im out of uni... HAHAHs

so ive made plans... im searching for night classes now... going to sign them up as soon as i graduate.... and den look for a job.. if i hae no job... i noe where to look for my part time job.... i noe where im heading.... and den!!! I WILL BCOME A KINDERGARDEN TEACHER.. den dwn the years.... i will retire as soon as i bcome a TAI TAI... WAHAHAH my main goal... bcome a tai tai... good i like everyday do nuttin... oh man i love it... hee hee...


im sooo in love wif kids.... and i noe they are a super pain in the ass... but nvm i stil love them... i love to teach pple =))


gives me a sense of satisfaction when i enlighteen someone... jus like my kids tat i tutored.. sha lalala



but nevertheless... if i cant become a tai tai... i will go out and work... as if i cant survive... and if my husband happens to run a company... wahahhaha i will definitely help him.. so i wont be such a useless person afterall...



im so excited.... i wan to graduate!!!! and end all my misery... i seriously hate to study something where it's soooo irritatingly useless pls.. waste my brain powers and time...

hmmmm even since the year 2009 started.... i have been quarrelling wif mrxu since dun noe when.... i dunno wat happened jus tat we both dun see eye to eye.... partly is my fault.. i guess i noe where when wrong.... but den again... aft we quarrel the next moment we will be alrite....

so i wonder... is tat considered as quarrelling?? i wonder....


anyways we are jus damn two irritating pple tgt... HHAHAHs i jus love xyj.. =)) HEH HEH thanks baby for everything...


and im soooo tired... i nid to slp!!!! MORE!!!!

i hate presentations and projects....





palawan girls gathering on sat is fun =))) i really miss those days at Sentosa.... my stupid actions and bimbotic screams... the JIMBO AND MARK incident... SO FREAKING FUNNY... the way i saw animals i nv get to see b4 in my entire life.... the way hut 7 collapsed on me and the way we wave to the lifeguard for help like mad women... the many evil things i did... and the way we cover up for each other... wah soooo freaking fun... i guess that was the best part of my internship... though i LOVE merlion too... cos have tat uncle chris to bully and free treats from him when yj's not ard =)) HAHAH... he's such a nice uncle sometimes but damn god irritating at times when he's sooo bored while i have many things to do... the way we both oways kana scoldin from weiling cos we were soooo no gvt HAHA... i miss the days where yj is always there to take care of me... playing wif the magnets and dressing up wif sq... gg into fitting rooms to camwhore... and HAHAH BTH!!! sometimes we do it at cashier counter...... the way mj tries to lock me and sq behind the glass doors... and hurrying pretending nuttin happens when kevin walks over.... all those fun memories jus came back... i guess i had a pretty fruitful internship. COS OF THE NICE PPLE ARD ME =))


as usual, during the dinner,the girls are soooo damn bitchy LOL!!! and we were talking like nobody's business, remembering those funny and stupid moments. i guess both azni and i are gg to die luffing at our stupid actions.. OH MAN i cant believe tat sentosa made me such a bimbo person..... i guess the whole rest is filled wif our voices. wat lao.. and i guess liyana is pretty much blur-er den me... nxt time we better go kopitiam... den we can scream and luff all we want.... THANKS SQ de dar dar, SONG SONG DAO JURONG for the treat... and i suddenly bcame a rich woman cos song treated (me and baby) den baby gave me all the money!!! HAHAHAH now i feel RICH =))den today's outing all sponsored by mrxu... so im stil RICH WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA... baby pls u gt good luck this year... so u win $$$$ le pls dun greedy k!if nt u will lose everything leh..

baby pls we shld go ask uncle chris out k?? he miss-es u leh!!!! u both ar better be frends back if not i oways feel guilty cos it's cos of me den tat day he angry wif u... den u angry wif him de...



ok this year's v'day i wil be spending it all by myself!! cos baby is gg over to dun noe where for outfield camp... im sooo gonna miss him....








i miss xyj... i long for freedom!!!!!! im like a bird in a cage now... soon i will wither and die... LOL

oh yea im sloggin my life again wahahahhah.... I NEED TO SLEEP!!!!

tired =(( i wonder isit me getting old or wat? why i get tired so easily!!!!


yawns....


omg how i wish im a tai tai now...


let me strike toto pls!!! HUAT AR!!!! HUAT!!!!


i wan go chinatown AGAIN... wahahhah




I HATE IMIT



10 plus days and im out of that school omg i cant believe it... i survived thru everything.... heh heh NO MORE STUDYING IN MY LIFE ANYMORE... I HATE U S-T-U-D-Y!!!

red cliff 2 was great!!!! better than wat i expected it to be =))

yea ^ ^ recently the movies i catch were nice!!!!

money is well spent


i love my days spent wif xyj...


palawan girls gathering on 17 jan??? confirm?? HAHAH


i will bri my mr xu along... haix who ask him to get into tat ocs... WE PRACTICALLY GT NO TIME TGT!!! ANGRY!!!!

xyj 10cents for ur ang bao... but $100 for mine =))

wahahahahhahahahahhahahhahahhahahha!

i hate you projects! get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon get out of my life soon..

good bye!

it's sooooo tiring.....


i hope i survive.....

i found a place.... for all my thoughts and feelings...

it feels so god damn good =))

tmr will be a better day


HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY OUR GREAT YEAR THAT LIES AHEAD OF US =))

I just want a simple life.
It doesnt need to be luxurious.
Because money could not buy me
The happiness I'm searching for.

Singing. Playing. Her Family. Her Friends.
His Company. =))
Being Under the Sun.
Seeing the World.
Mother Nature.

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