ive been sittin in front of the comp since morning till now. im still doing my work.. i cant seem to finish MY WORK AT ALL!!!!!!!!!! it's crazy. i hate imit. wat is wrong wif her gif us so many points so little pages, so little time, she tink wat we very free one isit?

freaking irritated.

like im soooo interested in marketing or wat.

oh man i hate school

i hate the projects that make me sick all over again. all i ever wanted was jus to recover properly.


sighs sighs, i nid a better time management........ wonder how to meet him tmr... T__T if i dun i wont get to see him for three weeks. ok mayb a single life is more suitable for a student.

im soooo seriously ill. my head is splitting into 4 quarters. and i stil nid to do proj like WTH. but nvm the weekend is near. cant wait to see my baby =))

yea he gonna bri me go eat good food wahahahha. hopefully i will recover by the time he book out.

anyways it's such a miracle tat my fever was only 38.3 degrees. i cant believe it man. i nv had such a low temp for fever. it was always above 39. usually 39.5 but nvm tat's over now. i'm fever freee!!!!!!!

i wonder how i gt ill man. mayb cos we went picnic? aiya dun noe lar HAHAHs jus hope i will be healthy again ^ ^

jus very sad tat baby wasnt ard to take care of me T__T

and i wasnt able to speak the whole of ytd LOL!!!! which means while on the phone wif mrxu, he was the only one speaking telling me this and tat, i badly wanted to say something but couldnt and im grateful tat it's only temp. and i'm grateful to be able to have my 5 senses. =))

sorting the pics, i saw JUJU's PIC!!! ok i kinda miss the food there =))





alrites time to do some work JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!

im feeling soooo sian right now. have to do proj research when all i wanted was to get a good rest. currently im down wif a super super bad sore throat so i cant speak well. on top of that, i tink i'm mayb down with fever too. ok how great. i have a presentation in two days' time. wonder i'm able to do it.

haix my mrxu is gone... and he's gg for field camp soon. gonna miss him big time.

i hope mrxu is here to take care of me~~~~~~~ ok shall stop whinning and go do my proj.

hopefully fever wont come and haunt me.

i love days spent with mrxu =)) and i will 4ever rmb the location of macdonalds.

P.S. I HATE COKE

They were the ones who accompanied me to the places I love. They were the ones who never leave me alone. They were the ones who allowed me to be dependent on them. They always have ideas on what to do and where to go. They knew how to cheer me up. They do all sort of things that I see and feel. I’m just confused. Looking at the disappointed me, there you chose to leave me. Looking at the eager me, you never once brought me to the place I constantly repeated over weeks or perhaps months. You never know what to do with me. And then you will call it a day. And I would feel. Why should I dress up for you when I don’t even know whether we would go out and have fun. How many times have you just call it a day? When I actually wanted to go somewhere to do something? Or even to just go out and have fun? Seriously I’m so sick at times, I feel so frustrating. But now I know how to deal with it. Maybe not having expectations would be the trick to solve the problem.

He for today, left his friend’s house, cab down to amk the moment he received my sms. Overwhelmed with guilt I decided not to go with him. I chose to be alone. But he cared and cab down to orchard to get me the hokkien mee I love, just in case I do not have dinner. Not only that, he bought me chocolates too. All that he has done, was just to make me feel blessed and happy for the day. Because he knew I was down with disappointment. He asked me questions that left me speechless. I wonder, will you do the same for me. All you knew was to say, but all I ever wanted was being able to be dependent on someone. But today I knew I could never do that if we both were to stay happy together. I know I should not compare. But the reality hit me so hard when I see their efforts.

Maybe I should not complain so much when I wasn't really doing much too. Or maybe my expectations are just too high.

I guess it’s fine now. I will be strong. And in truth I did it. I really really finally understand why ron always wanted me to be independent before he left. I truly know why now. I hope it’s not too late =)

I’m a happy girl now with my hokkien mee and my chocolates heh ^ ^

Don’t worry guys I’m fine now. Really. Everything is sorted out already. I just need a place to vent my emotions. I'm moving on with my life =DD

p.s. at times i hate the smell of you, but i will endure.....

OMG im feeling so damn guilty now..

keeping my fingers crossed. hope baby wont blame me and get angry wif me. OMG. cos if i'm him. i would definitely be sooo damn angry. shit. i shld have kept it properly T__T

haix. win already.

p.s. if an envelop is filled with liquid paper, will the post man stil deliver it for me???

T_____T

yea here to blog b4 i go jalan jalan =)

i cant wait to see MRXU on friday night . azni's coming wif me wahahah. she's gonna savour those young men LOL!!!!!

anyways i'm thinking wat i shld buy for my palawan girls. and ive decided food is the best!!!! cos they jus love eating HAHAHs. alrights sunday was my last day and yea finally ive got rid of my retail life. but i will definitely miss those funny and ridiculous days. the girls are accompanying, cheering me up when my dear MRXU is not here with me. they oso accompany me to shopping and stuff. made my holidays much more fulfilling even though MRXU is not with me.

but nvm. he can book out every weekends so it's still alrite. we've gone thru loads of ups and down. but we survived them though. so this time round if wat i worry were to come thru. i guess u will stil be here for me =)

botak man. HAHA.

so so so HAHAHS. to those who saw my previous entries well as u can see, i've deleted them. bcos i realise it's no use writing them cos i know everything is gg to be fine. one cant be happy at all times. and i'm learning. those reminisce carefree, crazy and sweet days are fun but i know things will never be the same if he's not here with me. yup i've sorted out everything. i mean a few days back.

yea so today aft work, i saw my baby boy =)) thanks baby for INSISTING to send me home though u are tired out, carrying ur army bag, wearing ur army uniform. u still carry out ur duties as my boy.HAAHHs THANKS baby. see understand how i feel the other time? angry. LOL!

tired tired. finally i'm leavin palawan. i dun noe how i feel. mixed feelings. sad that i have no more fun kakis to crazy with. happy cos i've finally get rid of the stupid retail life. SINGAPOREANS!!! HAIX. so disappointin at times.

nevertheless i will stil meet u all for dinner!!! HAHAH i really thank them for bitching and gossiping with me every single time HAHAs. it's fun and stupid at times. pple appear in our lives and leave. we have to learn and accept and kip the good memories in our heart =D

I just want a simple life.
It doesnt need to be luxurious.
Because money could not buy me
The happiness I'm searching for.

Singing. Playing. Her Family. Her Friends.
His Company. =))
Being Under the Sun.
Seeing the World.
Mother Nature.

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