tsk tsk... i'm sooo guilty. shall stay home every single day until nxt week.

my god...

ant picked me up aft tuition on tues. and off we went to tpy so see the condo. aft that he insisted to find his pa sat. den i realised he's finding a market that existed 20 yrs ago??? WTH!!!!! HAHAHAHS aft tat off we went to bishan to eat guo tie!!! my god the gou tie inside is juicy one pls!!! HAHAHS

now now i'm guilty. i have loads and piles of notes. so i couldnt meet up wif shortie and fatty. sorry guys. i'm stil havin exams!!!


everyone have to stop asking me out. LOL. i'm deprived of time.

chants chants. i wan my exams to be over.

yea genting's trip confirmed. its so funny tat out of no where so many pple wanted to join the trip. and we have ten pple. merry merry go round. HAHAHHAS


alrights be gd girl and study now.


i wanna eat more gou tie!!! i shall go back aft exams. i promised. i wanna watch bodyguards and assassins!!!


C's back frm taiwan and he dun mind sending me to expo for exams. oh god. i'm sooo freaking happy!!! the amt of time i gg to save is my god. and the most impt thing is i dun even noe how to get to hall 3. HAHAHHAHS. shall treat him aft exams.




PS. stupid agnes if u happen to see this, u damn shallow better contact me soon. we booking the tickets to genting liao. LOL!!! prays that u see this!!

Oh freak I saw someone I'm not suppose to. Now I'm haunted by that person. HAHAHS.

Anyways it was shocking to hear from marilyn that soooo many freaking pple failed F3!!!! wat lao eh.... Shit. Now I'm soooo stress.

I'm falling sick!! Due to the stupid weather. I can't wait for 16Dec!! Aft my paper, midnight kbox!!! Midnight supper with lester and gang!!!! Genting trip!!! More time devoted to SPCA. Perhaps joining birdpark's camp facilitator. Sleeping over with the penguins. sooo cute can.


Js brought me to kbox the other day. Brought me to eat dessert. Brought me to play bbal. Just like the good old days. =)) anyways ant was sooo nice to tell js abt me when he saw him. well well.

Underground darling is sooo right. So many pple really did care so much =)) B4 C depart from Singapore, he smsed underground to take good care of me. HAHAHHAHS well I didnt know all this things until darling told me. Fine. I shall cherish all of them. Heh.

I'm nv lack of outings and suppers nowadays. Because they are all beside me. I love all my good old friends. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAS.

I can't wait for exams to be over pls. I wanna go out and play!!!! It's time to call agnes out again. Wahahahahah. We haven go chinatown. LOL!!!



Stop contemplating girl. You need to work hard. HARDER. But ben lee told me. you are ready for exams. I'm happy. =))

Watched 2012 on monday wif C. NICE =D was supposed to go orchard. but in the end. my poor legs doesnt allow me to do so =(( my ipod ear piece!!!! wat lao eh. i wanna change a new one. well C was shocked when i told him tat we shld take a train dwn to orchard instead of driving there. cos exp ma. so now he thinks im a super nice girl. but i'm not!! i'm evil monster!!! wahahahahah!!! RAHHHH.

anyways he was really nice. accompanying me for lunch. bringing me ard for lunch. fetchin me home frm sch. bringing me over for tuition. but nxt week he will be off to taiwan. ENVY!!!! =((

i wanna go overseas too!!!


i still have stacks and stacks and stacks and stacks of revision to do. my exams? 2 weeks frm now. HELP!!!

meetin C for lunch again later. aft tat. shld i go out wif underground? HAHAHAS. my underground is stil such a nice man after so many yrs of knowing him. well he said some weird things to me. shakes it off. i tink he's just playing a fool.


tmr will be my SPCA day =))) i'm soooo happy can!!!! after tat interview wif rws!! prays hard that i will get in.


life is soooo packed. i need to take a break and breathe. i tink i'm running out of energy soon with all the outings and school and exams.

my goodness.


i cant wait for my london trip. super looking 4ward to it!!!!

Drama happens. Went jogging wif underground and C. In the end I fell. Bleed badly. Hurts badly. Now I couldnt walk properly.

Tmr I wonder how I can be a pretty bridesmaid. Cos I can't even walk normally. So funny. OK I promised not to jog at night anymore.

So underground was nice enuff to accomp me to the doc. But in the end didn't succeed cos I was coward and mummy scolded me.

But C was nice enuff to offer to come and pick me frm sch. But it was so funny. They were nice by asking me to wait at my sch area cos I couldnt walk properly. In the end they were so close yet so far away frm my sch. It's funny though that they kept driving in circles yet I never once spot their car. So in the end I walked even more. Leg hurts even more. HAHAHS

I DESERVE IT MAN. LOL!!!!

Anyways I hope I can recover on mon. So I can go watch movie. 2012!!!


Exams Exams. Stress whenever I think of that word.


Shakes them off. Let me play 1st =))

Next semester. Damn chiong 6 days of school. Cool.

I’m exhausted but happy =)))

Outings are draining the hell out of me!!!! I can’t even squeeze out time to blog. But I’m enjoying every sec of them!!!!

Yes ytd supper at geylang is fun!!!! Alrights is my 1st time there ma. My underground and frend brought me there.

So nice of them to come pick me up from sch, (though they anyhow drive but somehow manage to find my sch which is so funny!), go supper and sent me home.

Good friends are hard to come by. If only we can stay like that forever.

Met agnes today again. HAHAHAHHAHS both complaining here and there. Whatevers lar.

Life is still wonderful though I always complain about this and that.

I’m so energetic now!!!! But when I see my notes…..

DEPRESSED!!!! So many to catch up on F2!!!

=(( cries.

Should I go out tmr? But exams are round the corner.

Can I be a sec sch student again??? I miss my sec sch life!!!!

OMG OMG OMG!!! Joining SPCA orientation this month. Excited!

I want to join overseas volunteer work =(((

I can’t wait for more to come.

I love my carefree life. Sweet. I can’t imagine being a trapped bird again!!! I hate it!!!! Breaking free is sooooooooo great =D Finally no worries no tantrums no this and that!!! I’m energized!!

I need more $$$$ too!!!!!

I hope those stupid Malays won’t sing tonight.

I’m enjoying my Samsung Star.

I want to start exercising!!! Playing a few hrs of bbal caused my body to ache till I cant sleep. This is soooo bad.

NUM giving 50% off if you getting two items and above! (provided you are a NTU student) yea! I want to get my slippers. Finally =))

Alrights stop ranting.

Goodnight earth. =)) I love you.

Edgar Wong I aspire to be like you!!!! Must surpass you. LOL!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAS If that really happens, I will be counting $$$ like god.

Yea I’m feeling so free and happy now =) I asked and got my answers. Though to some it seemed like there’s no answers to the questions. But I know. Well I guess I understand him well. Anticipated all his answers. Saw through all his feelings and thoughts. But at the end of the day. I’m glad =)

My messed up life. Is now so peaceful.

Now the wind came. Lingers around me. The faint pleasant smell makes me smile from within.
Still there’s a little bitter feeling. But it will all soon go away. I know =)) I can look far ahead now.

SQ I LOVE U!!! HAHAHS. Let’s go chill again!!! I don’t mind sitting near the sun again. Makes me sweat. HEH

I can’t wait for JS to come back from his navy mission!!!!
I can’t wait for HH to book out!!!!
I can’t wait to play bbal all over again!!!
I can’t wait to bitch with him on every thurs. My Thursday temp bf. LOL!!!!!
I just can’t wait for wonderful things to happen to me again.

I know when it happens all over again, I will still give all that I’ve got. =)))

I love all that stayed by my side. HAHAS.

SX still trying his luck. Though I made it sooo clear. Sometimes I feel tired. Really tired. I just want to be friends =)) Everything is sooo wonderful when we are friends. Nothing more than that ^ ^

My bitch was shocked when I told him. I like my bf to have no image. To show his true self to me. To talk about every single thing under the sun. Bitch was shocked when I gave an example of no image. WAHAHAHAH. STUPID BITCH. Make me laughed so hard.

QI QING HAI!!! HAHAHS. Ant brought me there to chill, relax and forget. That place was so warm and nice. I’m going to have accounting sessions with him again just like my poly days. Heh. His xiao die thingy made me laugh so hard too.

I want bring my friends to QI QING HAI TOO!!!

Now my life is so complete. When everyone is with me.

My bimbo sisters!!! SO BIMBO!! Fatty and I exchanged clothes with each other. Now we both are happy girls.

Meeting my shallows today.

Well well I can’t wait for my volunteer work to start =))

Ant asked me, when you are old, how will you want your life to be? I said to be in a peaceful hut with a field of mallows and lavender right at my doorstep. With my husband by my side.

Now I want to change. I want all my dear friends to be with me too. Leading a happy and noisy life all together.

How great? HAHAHHAHAS. Just a good dream =)

I can’t wait to smile all over. To fall in love all over again. Though it hurts. But it’s a great and wonderful thing.

Sq asked me something today. So have you let go of everything?

Lookin far ahead. I said yes.

But den again, almost immediately after I said that, I still turned my head around.

STILL!!!

I tried to convince myself then again.

And I realised, it did helped a little.

I felt free now. Free and empty.

Everyone's rushing me. Pushing me. But I know very clearly. Only I can help myself.

I know what kind of guy I'm looking for.

That's when I know, there's a new path waiting for me. Right in front of me. But I have no courage to walk on now. I will still wait at the same place. Till someone finds me there and then.

And off I will move. To the destination I longed for.


Now, I'm struggling with the word, 'happy'

So simple, yet so complex.



I'm starting to understand the words many said to me. I start to decipher everything.




But then again, one day I want to know. I want to ask!!!! There are still questions in my mind. That I longed for an answer. Perhaps when I get the answers. It's soo much easier.



Right now,
I just hope my headache will go away. Been here for ages =(((


I hope to pass all my exams.



Life is so much simpler when I'm younger.




I'm sooo tired of all the outings. I need a good rest.

I just want a simple life.
It doesnt need to be luxurious.
Because money could not buy me
The happiness I'm searching for.

Singing. Playing. Her Family. Her Friends.
His Company. =))
Being Under the Sun.
Seeing the World.
Mother Nature.

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