Did I mention I'm currently at the new office???!!! yea yea triple yea!!!!!! NO MORE EVIL WOMAN!

But she was nice enough to call me this morning and asked about me. Guess what she asked? Oh you must be very free in the afternoon right? WAHAHAH FUCK YOU! I free also wont tell you. I'm not dumb k!

Anyways was soooo bored at work. Guessed what I did? I JOGGED AROUND THE OFFICE!!! OH SO HIGH MAN. Then after that I did brisk walking!!!! DAMN SHIOK! Watched some videos. Shop around. SMS. Answered some phone calls talk some crap. AND TA DA! I going to pang gang liao! HAPPY GIRL =))

Meeting rac and zj later AGAIN. HEY ARE YOU TWO MY ONLY FRIEND?

But I got to thank those who cared, supported, consoled and giving lousy advises. I APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

JS bday on sat. Should I go or not to go?


OHHHH I love the air-con. So cooling. Oh yea I did take a short nap.. OPPPPS!!! HAHAHHAHS


School's starting soon. DAMN SIAN =(( Looking forward to exams in Dec. I thought for my whole entire life, I no need to sit for exams anymore. DAMN! So pissed! Need to study again...



Excited about my sprees!!!! HURRY here HURRY here =D



I looked to my left and to my right. I wonder. Where am I standing now? Still far away? Or a step closer? I really don't know.$@^)@&*$^)$^@ CONFUSED

if anyone can get me this diamond ring, "Ladies' Three-Stone Diamond Ring. Three Round Brilliant Cut Diamonds, 2.76 carat Center Stone Surrounded by a Pave Set Pink Diamond Accent. Set in Platinum." i will marry the person straight away on the spot! i can kneel down and be the man too wahahahahahhah

http://www.jacobandcojewelry.com/collections/index.php?cPath=2_19&products_id=40

It’s funny how.. Everyone will move on with their lives in different ways.
Some is a fortunate and sweet way, while others still not that bad.. Manageable in my terms…

I’ve come to realize.. Maybe I haven’t move on at all.. Haven’t grown up since a long long time. Haven’t seen any harsh reality, haven’t really failed in anything, haven’t stand alone and be dependent.

I’m still childish.. Throwing tantrums as and when I like. Being a super spoilt brat at times. Being rude to others when they are to me. Strong desire for anything I want. Will ensure and assure I will get it.

YES THAT’S ME! The 19 going 20 girl. Behaving like a stupid 4 yr old kid. Still can’t do any housework except sweeping and washing the dishes..

Never ever mopped the floor ever before. Never ever washed the clothes before. Never ever hanged the clothes out to dry before. Never iron clothes(durin sec sch I have k! cos I have no uniform cannot go sch. And I only iron a few times only) Yet grumbles every single time when I’m asked to sweep the floor. Feels bloody lazy that I don’t even want to move my lazy bum to get the remote control. Screams at anyone and asked them to help me get it. Lives in my own tiny world. Being brainless at times can’t take a single hardship.

Complains everything and anything to be heavy. Really so freaking lazy that I can’t stand it at times too. Can’t cook anything except tomyam and Maggie =)) SO PROUD of it! My tomyam bloody nice hor.

Screams at sight of any insects, spiders, animals.

Loves cute puppies… But scared of big dogs. Scream like hell when I saw snakes. Run like hell when I see bees and cockroaches.

But I’m an understanding girl =)) will dote the people who dotes me. Will revenge if necessary (OK ONLY WHEN THE PERSON IS FUCKING EVIL OK). Not exactly revenge but make sure the person gets his/her retribution.

When irritated will give attitude and screams at bro. REALLY SCREAM. But feel shiok after that. Don’t like to wait for anything. Gets frustrated easily.

Despite all these bad points, I’m actually a kind natured girl =DD serious! Heh.

So bad points above! I will change u away =)) cos I want to grow up now. And behave like a 20yr old girl. But the insects part.. Too hard. I think my entire lifetime I also can’t change it. Oh ya oh ya… one final point I will stop acting like a bimbo pls =))

I want to look intellectual!! From now on, I will carry a book everywhere I go. If any of you labels me as a bimbo I will show off my BOOK! Wahahahahah =DD

Sorry bimbo sisters, I’m leaving the group. Fatties group, I’m also leaving you guys!! I wanna slim down now. DIE ALSO WANT. HAHHAHAs

I love my life now. It feels great to be alone =DDDDD

Just one more day!!! ONE MORE DAY! You will fuck off my life! Stupid woman!

Tsk tsk no wonder no wonder… your husband is always not at home. Damn I sound so bitch but I don’t care because she’s evil! I HATE TO SEE HER. FREAKING HAO LIAN TOO! But too bad. Stop saying how many friends you have here and there. They don’t seem willing to talk to you. You pathetic creature. Stop showing off how rich you are. Because you are earning peanuts. It’s your husband that is earning 10k per month not you!! HAHAHAHAHAH dislike you! Stop acting like a bitch! Your attitude sucks! If I ever were to serve you, I would want to give a tight slap in your bloody stupid face, because you are the type of guests I hate most just like those irritating ^@&*$#%^)%#)%$ ok I think most of you know who I hate. Everyone in service will HATE THEM.

Come on stupid woman. People don’t owe you their living. Because you are just another one of them that I would rather die then serve you! Stop being jealous about me and stop showing me whatever I have, you have a share too! Oh yes too bad my share will always be better then yours BITCH! I HAD ENOUGH OF HER! KNN

I’m sort of pissed now… ok mayb I know the reason why.. maybe perhaps tat’s not the real reason.. I really feel like scolding vulgarities till I’m satisfied.

DAMN!... that will be my first and last time doing that.. I realized mayb apologizing doesn’t suit me.. not my style at all. Jus FUCK man…

Anyways now I’m in a total state of confusion again… jus as when I tot oh well mayb u noe… yeayea… and den now I’m totally confused again….

To start afresh needs rather much courage, determination, understanding, endurance, forgiveness etc etc etc….

I’m wondering whether the two of us possesses those qualities to make things work. Perhaps… I’m just thinking too much…Oh well… just 4get about it…

Just live my life as it is =))

Not much difference whether it is or it’s not.

Not that bothered anymore… at the end of the day… those little things will make me realize that it’s better to be alone…




I’m rather suitable to be alone =))



Perhaps all will be happier if we just move on...



well just some random thoughts =D

ok before every start to blast me again i shall take the initiative to update my blog and unlock it..

HAHAHAs

now time for updates in my life...

gotten my acca scholarship. so pple call me a scholar now. im damn fucking proud. cos i saved alot of $$$ KNN SONG BO!!!!!!!!!!

anyways dropped my company access card into the toilet bowl containing my unflushed urine in it.. opps picked it up wif my own bare hands!!! cos the uncle wasnt there to help me.. think he kinda pissed off wif me aft helping me the 1st time..

but it's ok! i washed my hands cleaned now =)) didnt really touched my urine WAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH even if i do.. wat's there to be scared of?? MY OWN URINE!! WAHAHAHAH!!!

smell my card!!! reek of my urine smell... =DDDD SO HAPPY!!! bcos when i go back to my new comp, im gonna return my stingy card.. dun noe who will be the suay one to use it! HEH


ohhhhh my taiwan... here i come!!!~~~~~

gonna go shopping like hell!! eat like hell and bcome fat like hell!!!

slacking in the office everyday.. and the suay me oways kana caught by my boss.. very cool indeed but i dun gif a damn..


I'M SO GONNA QUIT SOON!!!! I JUS WAN TO STAY AT HOME AND ROT..


i wanna have fun everyday now=)


the past is the past.. wil nv look back anymore..


dear peeps do not worry.. bcos im STRONG =DDD


jus ask me out when free!!!



i miss everyone =))






oh im so gonna eat ice cream.. super cravings for it!!!

I’m feeling bored and tired at work. There’s practically nothing on my desk for me to complete. Evil woman is happily working. Not disturbing me at the moment. I’m waiting… Waiting for quotations, purchase orders, invoices, sales, phone calls, anything!!! ANYTHING to keep me occupied. I hope I hope I will get something to do soon. The sun used to be my bff but now, houseflies are my bff. How cool?

Imagine me at the new company…???? FUNNY

Anyways mr xu is leaving for Brunei this weekend. He will be gone for 21 days. Hmmm.





I love the way you say things =)) the way you console me. The way you care, the many things you did for me.

Is it really time to give up?

I really don’t know. Has it stopped that day? When I decided it’s too tiring to move on… The day when I threw it away. The day when I really hope he would do something to stop them from flowing… Confused wahahahaha

I just hope I can go Taiwan. No virus pls =))








I received something really good =))) but then, I rejected it. THANKS ANYWAY!

hmm a few more mins b4 my lunch is over den im gg over to my new company =))


updates**

-gt a full time job
-nice people
-signing up for acca today
-good food wif baby
-baby taking all my non sense... SORRY DEAR!!!!
-watched movies
-going out wif ai si ni tmr!!! YEA SLIM SLIM
-being happily in love
-graduating soon
-enjoying life
-love mr xu's company
-lastly, will be more sensible =))

wat else??


pictures and more more more pictures soon =)) gg to flood my blog wif pics...





i wan i wan i wan................... ** *** *******!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahhahahah

I just want a simple life.
It doesnt need to be luxurious.
Because money could not buy me
The happiness I'm searching for.

Singing. Playing. Her Family. Her Friends.
His Company. =))
Being Under the Sun.
Seeing the World.
Mother Nature.

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